Assortment of thots of evrythg in general yet nuthg in particular...
Smile,Happiness, Mirth:
thr r dez ppl wid dis contageous smile!! i guess, evryone has similar effects in varying magnitude tho.
mirth...hmmm....again, d closest i hav come to such kinda observation was wid kids...a narration of sorts:
During one of daz i used to running arnd all d time...was stuck at a Rly Xing whilst plying...kinda outskirts of LKO...world seemed to rushing....evrybdy...despising d travel to d fullest...pollution, horns blowing etc etc....except a kid girl...sittin happily on a hand-pulled ricksha(one used to carry sand/cement stuff)...havin a mango wich c was cherishing wid utmost delight...in tht setting...little knowin abt hazards, ambition, ego...n tht was mirth.Expression , Eyes: i have often felt d incapacity of words for expression which i realized to my dismay isnt co related to dexterity with vocab.
The only 'honest' rendition i find in d way eyes communicate. Also, i trust non-verbal cues. Its not in countenance, rather d transition from one set of quivers to other.
Which i gues is d reasn , while driving i dont look for indicators from upfront vehicle rather look at the driver & u shal kno his designs. It din fail me as yet !
Hmm...lets jump context now.:)
Truth :
I find it as an over hyped phenomenon. Ppl may hav reasns to alter it...i believe in cause. An escapist approach, mite b...
Understanding: Again, i fail to appreciate it on multiple accounts. First n foremost u dont draw reasns esp wid things tht reali matter...how can u quantify d smell of a perfume, the hue of sky, d stars glittering at nite, d way somebody special changes ur perspective f d day gone haywaire...On second thot even if i cud i wudnt wish to...talk about un conditional affection...i dont do deals.
Finance: besides bikin, d only thing i hav an inherent aptitude for(Disclaimer: d views expressed r entirely personal & r yet to b cross examined...heck the latter doesnt matter in d least...l0lz). I dont beleive in long-term investment, sacrificing present comforts for a greater cause at a later stage. A generic concept tht is not limited to just d aforementioned domain. My take: In long term we r all dead.
The only way to resist temptation is to yeild to it. Live in d moment. Who knows one mite not get a chance to c next.
On over way to grave, lets have a gud time meanwhile.
Rain: i m fond of it! Just look up towards d sky. Feel it on ur face. N i thn realize my 'form'.
Love: Controvertial ;) I wont evn try to encapsulate it in words coz it wud b perhaps d most futile endeavor. I guess it is in some form when:
- just dont feel as d weathr is parthetic, sunlight is scorching, its filthy al arnd....u jst c d person u r enamored wid. Nothing more.
- 2 ppl holding hands n thr is dis luk in d eyes...of strength, of weakness, of ecstacy, of fear... wen nuthing seems to matter....nuthg....a medley!...& of wut a kind!
i give up...it a gross injustise to representation...go find fr urself !!...
About each of the aforementioned, i jst dig in to find 'm arnd....perhaps at times u may borrow for urself frm others'
...to b continued
